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we've gotta fix this feeling. [May. 25th, 2008|03:38 pm]
Holly
[Mood |bouncycrazy.]
[Music |Pretty Girl From San Diego by The Avett Brothers]

people, people, people,
they make it sound so easy..
they say, "just do what your heart tells you to."
but sometimes you cannot feel it,
sometimes you cannot hear it..
sometimes it won't talk back to you.

and yeah, i know you love me..
and yeah, i want to love you back.
and how i know you love me,
and how i want to love you bad..

far away, i hear the rhythm of a song..
far away, i get the feeling i belong,
and so do you.
and it goes like this..

oh no, no, don't want to leave you..
oh no, i want to keep you.
oh, but i want to let you be..

oh no, i don't want to hear you say,
"i don't want to be near you.."
oh, but i've got to set you free.

and yeah, i know you love me..
and yeah, i want to love you back.
and how i know you love me,
and how i want to love you bad..







♥holly
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from the inside out, you're so beautiful.. [May. 24th, 2008|09:01 am]
Holly
[Mood |happyhappy.]
[Music |Wouldn't It Be Loverly? from My Fair Lady]

all i want is a room somewhere,
far away from the cold night air..
with one enormous chair.
oh, wouldn't it be loverly?

lots of chocolate for me to eat..
lots of coal, making lots of heat.
warm face, warm hands, warm feet,
oh, wouldn't it be loverly?

oh, so loverly,
sittin abso-bloomin-lutely still..
i would never budge till spring,
crept over my windowsill..

someone's head resting on my knee,
warm and tender as he can be..
who takes good care of me.
oh, wouldn't it be loverly?







♥holly
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i could sing you a song about the last five seconds of love. [May. 16th, 2008|05:41 pm]
Holly
[Mood |contentcontent.]
[Music |Show Me from My Fair Lady]

oh dear lord, it's been a very long time since i've posted in here. sometimes i start to update this and while i'm writing, i realize that it's fake and i just stop. i don't want this journal to ever have entries that sound like they were written as an obligation.. that would take away a lot of its meaning. i come here to express emotions that are too much to handle on my own, most of the time. and sometimes to allow people to see parts of my life that are necessary to share.

i have about a million songs i could post.
i'll put tidbits from a few. :]



she said, my heart may need a reduction;
maybe love should come with instructions..


oh, what did we know?
we were just sixteen and pretty..


how do you know me so well?
you smile, but you won't ever tell..
i know what i want,
it's you.


it's good to be in love;
it really does suit you..
just like everything.
i'm happy you're in love..
cuz every color goes where you do.
i'm adoring you,
it's all good.
you're so beautiful..
i'm black and blue all over.


don't talk of stars burning above;
if you're in love,
show me!
tell me no dreams, filled with desire..
if you're on fire,
show me!


people stop and stare;
they don't bother me..
for there's no where else on earth,
that i would rather be..
let the time go by,
i won't care if i..
can be here,
on the street where you live.


i'm trying to find truth in words, in rhymes, in notes,
in all the things i wish i wrote..
cuz i feel like i've been losing you.


life is not a play;
it's what we make of the people we love.
snails see the benefits..
the beauty in every inch.


i love love, i love being in love..
i don't care what it does to me.




all right, i think that's enough for now. :]







♥holly
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i want you just the way you are.. [Apr. 13th, 2008|08:08 am]
Holly
[Mood |lovedamoureuse.]
[Music |Baby, I'm Yours by Math and Physics Club]

honestly.. there's something amazing about you. there's actually a lot of amazing somethings about you. you have this way of calming me down.. i've never known anyone who could just snap me out of my bad moods in seconds. even last night, i was sure that it was going to be a terrible night.. and then you called me and i was smiling so quickly. and the things you say to me.. it's like, you're telling me everything i could ever want to hear, and yet.. i know you mean it. because you would never say anything you didn't mean. especially if it had the potential to hurt me. and you protect me.. from anything you think isn't safe or could hurt me.. and you tell me it's because you care about me, and it feels so good to hear you say that. you say you love how you can hear that i'm smiling through just my voice, but you have to know that you're the one who puts that smile there.. you've made me happier in these past two days alone than i've felt in months. and just being on the phone with you is amazing.. i like the way you get quieter when you're sleepy and i love our comfortable silences. i love that we can tell each other anything and not worry that it will affect our opinions of each other. and i love our crazy similarities, like that we both always wear black socks instead of white. i feel like we compliment each other too, though.. like you bring out the best in me. i'm not sure if i do the same for you, but i know that i'd definitely like to, someday. i feel like i don't really remember how to exist without you, honestly. you've been my favorite part of the day for so long now.. without you, i don't really think i'd be happy. when we talk, i absolutely glow.. it's like, you make me feel amazing. honestly. it's like perfect and simple and lovely. i meant it when i said i wished we could have frozen time.. in that moment, everything was beautiful and lovely and i wanted to stay. i love how neither of us ever want to leave when we have to get off the phone. i love how when you're talking to other people, you wish you were talking to me. i love how absolutely ridiculously mushy you're making me.

you're incredible.
i'm glad you're part of my life.







♥holly
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you're wonderful so far. [Apr. 9th, 2008|10:09 pm]
Holly
[Mood |lovedamoureuse.]
[Music |For The Longest Time by Billy Joel]

whoa, ohh oh..
for the longest time.
whoa, ohh oh,
for the longest..

if you said goodbye to me tonight,
there would still be music left to write..
what else could i do?
i'm so inspired by you..
that hasn't happened for the longest time.

once i thought my innocence was gone..
now i know that happiness goes on.
that's where you found me,
when you put your arms around me..
i haven't been there for the longest time.

whoa, ohh oh..
for the longest time.
whoa, ohh oh,
for the longest..

i'm that voice you're hearing in the hall,
and the greatest miracle of all..
is how i need you,
and how you needed me too..
that hasn't happened for the longest time.

maybe this won't last very long..
but you feel so right, i could be wrong.
maybe i've been hoping too hard..
but i've gone this far,
and it's more than i'd hoped for.

who knows how much further we'll go on..
maybe i'll be sorry when you're gone.
i'll take my chances,
i forgot how nice romance is.
i haven't been there for the longest time..

i had second thoughts at the start.
i said to myself,
hold onto your heart.
now i know the man that you are..
you're wonderful so far,
and it's more than i'd hoped for.

i don't care what consequence it brings..
i have been a fool for lesser things.
i want you so bad..
i think you ought to know that,
i intend to hold you for the longest time.

whoa, ohh oh..
for the longest time.
whoa, ohh oh,
for the longest time.

whoa, ohh oh..
for the longest time.
whoa, ohh oh,
for the longest time.

whoa, ohh oh..
for the longest time.
whoa, ohh oh,
for the longest time.







♥holly
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i intend to hold you for the longest time.. [Apr. 6th, 2008|10:47 pm]
Holly
[Mood |lovedamoureuse.]
[Music |Just The Way You Are by Billy Joel]

he's got a way about him..
i don't know what it is,
but i know that i can't live without him.

he's got a way of pleasing..
i don't know why it is,
but there doesn't have to be a reason anyway..

he's got a smile that heals me.
i don't know why it is,
but i have to laugh when he reveals me..

he's got a way of talking,
i don't know why it is..
but it lifts me up when we are walking anywhere.

he comes to me when i'm feeling down,
inspires me without a sound..
he touches me, and i get turned around.

he's got a way of showing,
how i make him feel..
and i find the strength to keep on going.

he's got a light around him,
oh, and everywhere he goes..
a million dreams of love surround him everywhere.

he comes to me when i'm feeling down,
inspires me without a sound.
he touches me, and i get turned around..

he's got a smile that heals me.
i don't know why it is,
but i have to laugh when he reveals me..

he's got a way about him,
i don't know what it is..
but i know that i can't live without him anyway.







♥holly
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i think you know what i've been trying to say. [Mar. 30th, 2008|06:38 pm]
Holly
[Mood |calmrelaxed.]
[Music |Retour a Vega by The Stills]

come take my hand, come take my hand;
oh, everyone's watching, and i want to dance.
just take a chance, just take a chance..
all i'm asking for is a little romance.

i feel you trembling.
i feel you trembling..
i feel you trembling.

fly me to france, fly me to france..
take a train, champagne, hold my heart in your hands.
just take a chance, just take a chance..
all i'm asking for is a little romance.

i feel you trembling.
i feel you trembling..
i feel you trembling.

at this moment, there's a light on..
i feel you clutching my side.
pull me closer, just one more song..
twisting, and turning, and twirling, and closing my eyes.







♥holly
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you're not the only one, and i'm not your only fun.. [Mar. 18th, 2008|04:24 pm]
Holly
[Mood |happyamused.]
[Music |Shaking by Sugarcult]

i'm terrible on the phone..
it's better when it's us, all alone.
i'll tell you how it all works out..

you're not the only one,
and i'm not your only fun..

but i like the sounds you make when we're shaking,
you like to lose control, and i take it..
i turn the music up so it drowns us out.

oh, i scatter when the morning comes,
shattered over what i've just done..
tell me if it all works out.

you're not the only one,
and i'm not your only fun..

oh, i like the sounds you make when we're shaking,
you like to lose control, and i take it..
i turn the music up so it drowns us out.

oh, i like the way you breathe when we're moving,
forward and back and forth with no feeling..
i turn the music up so it drowns us out.
oh, oh, oh..







♥holly
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hopefulness to hopelessness is not very far. [Mar. 15th, 2008|04:18 pm]
Holly
[Mood |happyamused.]
[Music |Hopefulness to Hopelessness by Marine Research]

i still want to have a garden with flowers, not mud, and..
i still want to learn the art of being rude.
i still want to hear you end your half-finished pop songs..
i still want to be who i am, but be it with you.

i still want to have nice, straight legs that look nice in kicks..
i still want to do what i can without being told.
i still want to hear you throwing stones at my window..
i still want somebody who will watch me grow old.







♥holly
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you make it hard to be faithful. [Mar. 12th, 2008|10:19 pm]
Holly
[Mood |coldcold.]
[Music |Lips of An Angel by Jack Ingram]

honey, why are you calling me so late?
it's kinda hard to talk right now.
honey, why are you crying?
is everything okay?
i gotta whisper, cuz i can't be too loud..

well, my guy's in the next room..
sometimes i wish he was you.
i guess we never really moved on..

it's really good to hear your voice,
saying my name..
it sounds so sweet,
coming from the lips of an angel..
hearing those words,
it makes me weak..

and i never wanna say goodbye,
but boy, you make it hard to be faithful..
with the lips of an angel.

it's funny that you're calling me tonight..
and, yes, i've dreamt of you, too.
and does she know you're talking to me?
will it start a fight?
no, i don't think he has a clue..

well, my guy's in the next room..
sometimes i wish he was you.
i guess we never really moved on..

it's really good to hear your voice,
saying my name..
it sounds so sweet,
coming from the lips of an angel..
hearing those words,
it makes me weak..

and i never wanna say goodbye,
but boy, you make it hard to be faithful..
with the lips of an angel.

it's really good to hear your voice,
saying my name..
it sounds so sweet,
coming from the lips of an angel..
hearing those words,
it makes me weak..

and i never wanna say goodbye,
but boy, you make it hard to be faithful..
with those lips,
and i never wanna say goodbye..
but boy, you make it hard to be faithful,
with the lips of an angel.







♥holly
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